I've been sitting at the computer for longer than I'd like to admit, with this same blank white screen staring back at me.
Sometimes, I have these moments. I wish that I could explain them. I wish that I could put these things inside of me into words. But I can't. Not now. And I hate that.
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Yupp
It's officially official. I got the job. :-) I start full-time with an ambulance company on November 30th. There's a lot I've got to get done between then and now. Or, now and then. And the more I think about it the more nervous I get. But I am excited. And stressed. And worried.
Ugh. Can't I just enjoy it for a bit?! Jenn, Jenn, Jenn.
My parents are driving south tomorrow to visit my family. I wish I could go. I mean, I definitely do not envy their 9.5 hour drive. But I most definitely miss my little guy Leighton who is 2 1/2 and my little M&M who will be 10 months old on Sunday. (Leighton calls her Em-Em, but when he says it it sounds just like M&M - so cute) Last I saw them was in August. And the next time I see them will be on Christmas. They grow up so fast.
Ugh. Can't I just enjoy it for a bit?! Jenn, Jenn, Jenn.
My parents are driving south tomorrow to visit my family. I wish I could go. I mean, I definitely do not envy their 9.5 hour drive. But I most definitely miss my little guy Leighton who is 2 1/2 and my little M&M who will be 10 months old on Sunday. (Leighton calls her Em-Em, but when he says it it sounds just like M&M - so cute) Last I saw them was in August. And the next time I see them will be on Christmas. They grow up so fast.
Monday, November 2, 2009
Moving Forward?
So, I think it's finally beginning to hit me.
And to be honest, it scares me. A lot.
Can I really do this??
And to be honest, it scares me. A lot.
Can I really do this??
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Corn Maze
So, since the last time I posted I have:
1) Finished my EMT course
2) Taken my state written and practical exams
3) Applied to many places for a job
4) Heard back from the first place I applied to and had an interview
I had the interview on Tuesday, on Thursday they called my references, and then on Friday they called me to set up a drug test, physical, functional exam, etc. They said that as long as I pass all those things, they will call to set me up for orientation. I'm excited. Nervous, but definitely excited. :-)
I don't really know what else to say. I can't begin to tell you how many posts I have written, re-written, and then deleted.
I've been having a hard time recently.
Oh, and our last open house went well. There was a younger couple who came by and they were extremely excited. And they already have a deposit on their house, so they are looking to buy soon. So, we'll see how that goes.
I've had this screen open on my computer for the last 3 hours, hoping I'd come up with something more to say. But, alas.
1) Finished my EMT course
2) Taken my state written and practical exams
3) Applied to many places for a job
4) Heard back from the first place I applied to and had an interview
I had the interview on Tuesday, on Thursday they called my references, and then on Friday they called me to set up a drug test, physical, functional exam, etc. They said that as long as I pass all those things, they will call to set me up for orientation. I'm excited. Nervous, but definitely excited. :-)
I don't really know what else to say. I can't begin to tell you how many posts I have written, re-written, and then deleted.
I've been having a hard time recently.
Oh, and our last open house went well. There was a younger couple who came by and they were extremely excited. And they already have a deposit on their house, so they are looking to buy soon. So, we'll see how that goes.
I've had this screen open on my computer for the last 3 hours, hoping I'd come up with something more to say. But, alas.
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